You are what I wrote, but I was never what you read

 You are what I wrote, but I was never what you read 

 every day to meet new faces, but for some reason his face is always there in my eyes, 

smile and his face always imagined shadow in my eyes,,

every day thinking about it, until such a fool miss..
long time no see scares me to not know if it meets later,,
remember it made my heart skipped a beat ..
hhmm I was tormented with this feeling, feeling stupid that I have ever tasted, 

I wanted to stop, stop storing this strange feeling, but how? I do not know how to stop it..

even when they want to forget it, his face always came to my eyes, his voice always sounded in my ears, so sometimes makes me like crazy..
I liked it a lot, whether it's called love? 

But I had to do, he was very cold to me, I can not talk to him anymore,, 

it's all my fault I'm a make it far from me, do foolishness to him, but it only made him away, 

what should I do, he does not like me at all, maybe even a few years later he would forget, 

and forget my name,,
but can the future I live without him?

Only he who I see in this world, I want and dream

even if I was born again, I would still vote for him, see him and want him, 

though it is impossible to live with him forever..
I often think, if I live only to love and not have it? It makes me want to forget ..
I hope from time to time I get over it, I'll just trust and surrender everything to God, 

because all God's plan has always been wonderful to me..
I hope the Lord brought me and him in the future..
it is my prayer